Is a long day and hard time for everyone who was there to send him the very last moment....
When come to the very last moment to send him off ......
sadness travel in the hall..
weep and voice asking him to take care.......
the painful feeling just grow deep in my heart when seen him sent to cremated.
At that moment... i just couldn't bare any more longer...
i broke down...
tears just can't stop coming out from my eyes...
i know i have to face the fact that he left us......
he really left us...


but i think i need some time ... to accept it...

I never ever know, the last photo i took with him was the photo tat took in co room...when i returning my grad attire and he came down and took photo with me even though he left 15 min to his final presentation....

tears still come out from my eyes..
need to wait for the time to cure..
everything just since to be too fast...that took somebody i know away from me and nypco.
please... god/buddha..
please do not take anyone i know away again and protect them to be safe
just can't bare to face it..
i'm just too weak..