Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Yes.....after she told me....my heart starting to become
very pain........
very disappointed.....
although she give me money ...
but say the truth .....i rather don't wan the money....
I hint her 2 weeks before.... what i really wan......
but my six sense told me.....she didn't take it seriously....
and guess what....my six sense guess correctly...
on that very day...... i tried my very best to come back home as early as possible....afraid that
she might plan something for me.....
but no...nothing....
nvm...i though...aiya may be she got another plan on another day leh? like last time?
my guess was wrong....
even him also know .....and although reach 12am, he still pass money to me and said happy
belated birthday.
but not her.....
these days....my mood really very low..... have been waiting for almost 2 days....
what i expect... turn out to be a very disappointed one.....
On my way to mrt.....water starting to wet my face....
i told myself don't think too much......but just couldn't help....
trying to listen to mp3 to cool down myself....but also no use.....
i believe ppl stand or sit beside me....will find me funny.......but really couldn't help ....to stop
water dropping....
i may be childish, or may be you think this is not that big deal.....but what i really wan is celebrate with them....even is just 1 hour......but
again ...yes ....another disappointment......
What i wanna say .....sorry if these days my attiude not good.....
sorry
